thursday, valentine's day

Today I had a less then productive day. I could not get the internet to work at mayorga. again, i curse the face of microsoft. die. I wore red because it's valentine's day. i went to class at 9:41a and found out we had none. but project 2 is due today. what is project 2 anyways? we have to write up psa's for writing for tv and video. they will be read on live actual radio. oh boy. I took 20 mg of adderal and two pills of tripticil or whatever that is called. finally remembered. i was frustrated with my father for moaning about finances. he makes over 100,000 a year. he should be good. he just doesn't manage his money. that's it. micah tol me he'd go running in the dark with me but he's been napping on the couch since 6pm and it's 9:30p now. I still have to write up this employee challenge grant request. i wonder if lnt course is actually going to happen for me. i am now gonna hang from a hunk of heavy plastic screwed to an old bedframe.
-L

Ramblings:

Small children:
I always find it funny that small children like to run in any direction, again and again. Until they are completely breathless. And then proceed to run some more.

um:
So I woke up this morning, as usual in the afternoon. With no end in sight.
u know that uncomfortable feeling that you get whenever

the imperfect world:
Lived. Rather then livid. Yea i know what it's like to turn your back on everyone you had hoped in. It's saturday. Clinging east I turn on a movie. I fly away from everything not perfect. That doesn't mean I'm refusing for settling for less. That means that I'm settling for none. Which doesn't really work in the earth. You gotta just take what life gives you. You know. There is no clean wood cut table here. Everything is a reflection, a shadow, a beautiful whisper of the best. And all these things that aren't completely, you just have to accept as okay, will-do, and appreciate them for exactly what there, nothing more and nothing less.