Yes, I have ADD

Today is one of the happiest days of my life:

I went to my doctor's appointment (although late) and talked with "Dr. Fick" about migraines.... then I mentioned that I thought I might have ADD. (I knew there's something up with me because I enjoy being crazy, and as much as I hate my life, there's so much else about life that amazes me... even people with the worst lives can find something about living and life to be overwhelmed with passion about...)

What's next? Counseling meds and democracy jazz.... and is order finally attainable? Will I no longer find myself again in the ever reverbial low of knowing that I will fail no matter how fiercely determined I feel at the present stunning moment? Will I conceive of a plan and actually implement it? Will I achieve some sort of stability... ever? I'll see...

So that's it. Dr. Robinson confirmed it.

This is a moment that makes me smile as the music pounds into a gentle fade. I have ADD. How bout that mama?