ok so as I write these non-scrutinizing words, it's 12:40 in la manana and i'm waiting for these sleeping pills to kick in. I just sat in the D1 (MTV, homiville) with Jenna, Travis, Mike, and Bri, and we basically warmed our behinds on the couches while complaing about our lives at PHC and in general, and sittin back to unload our messy heads. I'm not sure if that makes any sense, but... um... yea. Now I've realized three crucial things about myself. Actually not. Well, I've decided/discovered how distant I've grown from God. I've not been angry, "sinning", or any of the above. But I can see a distinct pattern of loss of joy. And another thing I miss is looking up at God each day, simply to marvel at the cross. The cross and work of Christ is so amazing and big that it is life-defining! so often I lose focus and trip all over myself.
i feel so strange though. after going through that grueling 100 mile, 4 day hike, i'm a limping girl with swollen feet and freshly broken blisters. i feel like an invalid. literally.
after getting off work tonight @ brew, i went to giant to buy yet another toothbrush (to stand in for the one that is lost somewhere in someplace). I wondered around for 30 minutes and ending up buying water (yum!), sleeping pills (yum!), a toothbrush, a backpacking mag, and a variety puzzles mag. i am so strange.
now i will scoop into variety puzzles for 3 minutes before these powerful pills that are now affecting my thoughts kick in.
g'night!
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